breaking my bubble

i find it hard
to understand you

your fists clench
into tight
bundles of energy

but violence is not
in my repertoire.

my energy goes
in the form of wetness,
shouting &
kicks

but this is not violence -
this is passion.
---
i've just been browsing
around the web today,
in between spurts of actually
doing work-work.
i have such an urge
these days
to go to a real live
music-festival.
this latest one
seems like oodles of fun.
just swaying back and forth
in the wind
and then jumping up
and down in an erratic
movement
that does not represent
the normalcy.
---
strange, strange, strange...
it always interests me
when i find something like this guy
who is only 2'9''.
he is a perfectly proportioned
dwarf
who lifts and weights
and is training to be
a dancer.
he's so tiny!
and this picture of him
being held up by some
big muscularly guy
looks so surreal.
---
i'm in love
with this girl
's painting, writing & illustrations.
she's doing exactly what
i think i'd love to be
doing.
she uses beautiful watercolors
to create these magical
but still somewhat realistic
visions.
not to mention,
i jumped w/
giddiness when i read that she is a
pisces.
[we must be
twins seperated @ birth...
& six years apart.]